Sunday..

I started the day at 12.30pm but thot it was only 10am cos the clock on my room wall was slow. Felt so wierd cos i had this impression it was only 10am and i was still a little tired but my mum dragged me out of bed cos i had to drive to Chong Phang to fetch my granny for lunch. My super NICE granny had went to the market in the morning to buy groceries at 7am and cooked our fav dishes cos my very pregnant sister felt like eating them. So nice of her. So the guai grandson me had to go and fetch her to my house.

Then in the afternoon my very pregnant sister (again!) felt like eating durians... and tempted my granny so i accompanied them to bugis village to go pray at the GuanYin temple first then we shopped awhile, followed by durian at Bugis village.

Then came home and watched Tu Long Ji..as Jianqiang affectionately calls it on his blog.
HAha, can understand why he's so hooked... cos got pretty girls. Zhou Zhiruo is pretty sweet-looking..but the Zhao Min, in this show not so that mesmerising.... i think our own MinMin chioer. lolz.

So my durian craves have finally been taken care of, after a long period of 3 mths.

Next up, egg bean curd at Chomp Chomp? Tho i wonder how the shortages of egg affected the store.. maybe they dun serve egg bean curd anymore. =(

I miss Carmen

I miss Dar

I miss PingBu

My dream Saturday...

Play bball at RI in the afternoon followed by shower and a nice dinner.. then either movie at orchard or watch soccer with my guy frens.

now i can't play bball cos i'm still injured.
Guy frens are all busy too.

I'll settle for channel flippin' at home then.

Some targets...

This time next week,
I must be on track with all my tutorials and work.

this time next month,
I must have sorted out my studies and know what all my modules are about.

a hundred and five...

Thats the count of the stars from my rooftop tonite... really nice cool weather.. reminds me of the last time i did something like this was in melboune. And the weather was cool (cold) like tonite too.

This is the (human) side of me that i cherish.

Star-gazing on a cool, clear nite.

See-Saw Life.

That's how life is... Ups and downs...sometimes you are up, sometimes you are down...

A number of pple around me are in major depression. I sincerely wish them well.

Just smoked thru my online asgn. Managed to key in all the right answers, but out of 4 qestions, dun understand even 1 qestion.

Fuck. To think i spent an entire afternoon revising b4 attempting.

"Dun bite off more than I can handle...."

Its the thot that's running in my head for the last few days.

I'm really flattered by all my friends that believe in me... at least i can recall 3 indivuals who said that to me..

"Dun worry.. i believe you can do it one...."

I dun noe...perhaps i give this impression that I am able to handle it all..but what if i really can't? who ever i turns to, doesn't believe me that i'm in doubt of myself.

Perhaps what i dun need is reassurance.

Maybe what i need is just some empathy.

On another note.. i truly appreciate those that take time to read my blog, cos you all give a damn to how i'm doing.

My guy frens..well they dun give a damn. Sue me, pingbu.. when you do read this. =p

I booked my ticket out of singapore... yey! Today ray msged me in the morning to tell me a piece of bad news...

bad news is he is out of NOC.

He told me to go check my email cos they have already sent out the results.
My heart wasn't pumping. I wasn't overly excited... but i found out that i GOT IT!!!!

YEY~

Must work hard for now cos they required a min. cap of 3.5 before departure or they will kick me out. That leaves me 2 semesters... now having a culmulative cap of 3.1... after doing the maths with ray, we concluded that it means scoring 2 semesters of 4.0 !!

3.1 + 3.1 + 4.0 + 4.0 = 14.2

14.2 / 4 = 3.55

WOw.....

think i'll just die.

Must convert myself to a "scholar mentality" liao...

Full time student now on.. part time hall resident.

Diligent...

But is it enuff?

Yesterday was round 2 interview for NOC. (NUS Overseas Colleage for thos that dun noe).
Yes, i managed to bluff my way thru round one and went to round 2.

Round 1, me, ray and wei en agreed to dress up, shirts, pants, black leather shoes and we found out that we were overdressed.

Round 2, i woke up late, slipped into my jeans, black polo and rushed to Uni Hall.. yes.. fr KR to Uni Hall in a CAB. Well i was late for a potential life-turning interview..so wat's 3 bucks?

Think i impressed them, but I was begining to fear i promised more than i can deliver. Cos the demands for the program seems really alot. And i CONFIDENTLY promised them that i can handle it.

Then its a step to reality when i start to finally pick up my first set of notes to study... i have 6 modules this sem.. and this is the first set of notes i picked up.. so lets do the maths.. week 5 times six modules of notes/readings... been diligent.. but is it enuff? Spent most of time after school tof the past 2 days in the lib. Think i have to do that for another 2 weeks before i get back on track.

Nvm its gonna be at most another 8 weeks.

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blogger screwed up...

hey pple... sorry that my blog's kinda in a mess now... no time to sort it out so i'll leave it hanging as such...

its been 2 weekends since i last really "went home". A hectic 2 weeks of interblock games brought me and my Kr block mates closer together, and also lots of injuries too. There's at least 5 cases of sprian ankles, 3 cases of painful knees, and 10 cases of cuts and brusies.... haha. myself.. well i complained of my leg...finger, chipped tooth etc.

Chipped tooth cost me $100.80!!!! 21 bucks for consultation, 30 for x rays.. i took 3. and the rest for the filling.... arh! kena robbed!

Been surviving on a reccord no. of packets of hello panda, herseys chocolate chips and also yakult.

Been real busy, school works in a mess.. Thru to NOC (nus overseas colleage)interview round 2. got to do presentation about myself and entrepreneurial aspirations... dun even noe if i have any to begin with.. i'm such a "relac one corner" person... but i'm really stepping up to the challenge... i'm intending to do slide handouts for the deans that are going to interview me.

I like my room now... saturday nite. 9 pm. no one to disturb me. Blasting my songs.

Hall room i mean.

Sad?

lolz.

wrecked...again

feeling like a wreck again.

finger not healing well... as according to the look on my chinese sin seh today.

Pulled a muscle at last nite's IBG handball finals. Or rather damanged a tendon. limping ard and can't straighten my left leg. Can't play bball finals tonite.

Collided with this twit-of-a-goal keeper fr block B last nite... chipped my front tooth.. got it patched back at a extra cost of $100.80 at NUH.


Food in my room...
(lee joo joo... i hope you miss this entry *wink*)

I have a tube of dark chocolate, hersey's milk chcolate, strawberry hello panda, instant whipped potato with beacon bits, instant noodles, lemon cream puffs, wang wang snow biscults, nissin seafood curry noodles, Campbell's instant mushroom soup, Pi Pa Gao....

In my fridge.. strawberries, pears, prunes, yakult, green tea, lychee with aloe vera, chocolate milk, and carrot jucie.

Yes, this is a gimmick to entice pple to visit the sick and injured chicken... do not be surprised that there's no more food when any of you actually come visiting.. either
1.i'm bluffing you bout the food
2. i hid all of them
3. Others before you have finished them.