31st July 2004
5.49p.m
gloomy


Can't swim cos of my finger.

Can't play bball.

I shall try jogging then.

Random Thots..

Tmr is Gryphons Cup.. for those that don't know.. its the annual basketball competition held in RI for all the bball teams, both current sec sch teams as well as those in rjc and the graduated batches... been looking forward to it for 2 years already cos last year i missed it as i was still in australia.

"Best" thing that can happen, happened.

My finger still looks like a potong ice-cream. Do i have to wait another year?


I want a new phone. One that comes with a good camera.. any recommendations?

New hall, i like the idea of hanging around in my new hall.. so new and bright.. feels more refreshing then the TH enviroment. Tho i miss my blk D peeps too.

Been hanging out loads with the Engin Camp pple i realised. Even in Oweek, we r enjoying each other's company. The rest of the new councillors just seem so blur blur and reserved.. slow to warm up maybe? Hope Oweek will not be too disappointing.

Rag dance gang rocks... just really enjoy their company..last nite, watched Synergy at UCC and dinner at Holland V and supper there again. Think i really want ro turn up at RnF next sat, just to show support to my friends and the pple that matter. But i have G-cup next sat and sun too.. lets pray.


before i forget.. kathy's birthday! k k ... must buy present... am i even free to turn up in the first place?


argh.. last weeks have been so packed.. dun even have the energy to go kr orientation.. just enjoying my non-bball ( read: dislocated finger.) saturday now slacking around at home

campcomm chalet.. the marshmallow hunks...

ugly sight

I dislocated my finger during bball today. Ouch~
well its not that painful really. More of the anxiety of what's going to happen to my finger and it looks really deformed in a freakish way. Shall post a pic of my x ray next time. It really gets in the head when i was staring at the finger that was knocked badly out of shape and wondering if it might never recover, and it doesn't help when the docs and nurses at the A & E seems to be all in the holiday mood and i had to wait such a long time b4 anyone actually attended to me.


Sucky Day, luckily nothing's wrong with my fingers and watched I Robot eith JQ & SF.

EnginOweek

Seeing how EnginOweek is turning out now makes me appreciate Ocamp all the more. Had so much fun with pple there, having so much fun with Ocamp pple nowadays, and looking towards to more in the future.

Wonder how it will all turn out when school starts. Will we all be too busy for each other?

This is a weird world. I don't know how to explain, cos i dun understand. How can emotions or mood keep going up and down like a rollor coaster? I thot i knew happiness and sadness is just a thin line apart, and its up to us to make the choice to be happy or sad, but sometimes I find myself just like a "hanged" computer... stuck in the grey region.

Hope the last weeks of holis will be a great one.. hoping to go to part 2 of my "to do" list...

Things to do before school starts...

1 more ktv session at least.

Train up my fitness and skills for Gryphons Cup

Meet up all those friends i want to meet.

One more Marche Session. (read Hereen Outlet only)

Eat at Dan Ryans (tho food is not that impt.. but it should be fun)

Spend a lovely day/nite catching a nice movie at a nice theatre with good seats. (read cineleisure or anything else better than there.)

Durian session with Edelene, Lin Chang and Gang.

Dinner/ lunch with Kanghao and SuanBin, my lecture kahkis whom i haven't met since holidays started.

Move into Kent Ridge Hall~

To be continued.........

If Tomorrow Never Comes

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

Chorus
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
That I try in every way
To show her every day
That she's my only one
If my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance
To tell her how I feel

Chorus

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

On my desktop now..... Wild Wild Wet Gang! Had so much fun there, cos the company was absolutely fantastic!

ps.. To everyone at the chalet.. Luv YA ALL!!!!

So many thoughts going thru my mind now...

I really ought to write them all down before they fade away...
The last 3 days have just been nothing short of incredible.  How can a chalet get any better than this?  I mean being in a small room in NTUC Pasir Ris Resort with more than 20 pple for 3 days and not getting bored and sian at any single moment, it was extraordinary.  Started Thursday with a Mechanical Engineering Talk in NUS at 9.30am followed by a tea reception with absolutely the worse food ever, followed by a long train ride to Pasir Ris MRT to go Wild Wild Wet with the Engine Oweek pple, till the sudden plans to go KTV with Shengfang and Nicholas instead, and when the contingency plan failed too, just shopping with the guys for bbq foodstuff and playing cards in the room, it had been a day with lots of turns of events.  Typically, it could turn out as such a letdown because the day was idled away and when the bbq was dragged till nightfall and still didn't start due to the absence of charcoal, it turned out to be the start of a most memorable chalet session instead.  When the charcoal finally came, the fire started by me and jianqiang was glowing in no time and we were savouring chicken fillets marinated by our dear linchang pretty soon.  Expected turnout was 30 pple but we had about 20 that nite.  Playing "superman, batman and woderwoman" , Ken and Weitong managed to finish the bulk of the leftover satay.  Honey Dew pudding from the morning reception was the "forfeit" food when we all played the "Pizza hut ah pizza hut.....KFC, Macdonalds, Mos burger, Taco bell, Burger King " game.  haha Was so funny when weitong had to eat 5 of those puddings... bet he's scared of honey dews now... Then was mass dance followed by "皇帝抽签" for the rest of the nite.  Haha the forfeits were certainly unforgettable. Ken and Siyun's "*ahem*.....Ken and Peichu swopping clothes, me and the rest of them swopping clothes, linchang in the iron ladies make-over. The passing of cards with the mouth game... Abel and Nat...well basically it was one night to remember... (can't wait for the photos ! )  slept at 5 am that nite...
 
Next day, 12 pm, lunch then followed by attempted kite flying session. (note "attempted" cos nat and jp were running more than "flying")  Then Wild wild Wet with the 9 man gang, (me , ken, weitong, qiangqiang, abel, shengfang, ivanna, jimmy, linchang)  it was fun. Not so much the rides but more of the company... black hole, raft, and the wave pool certainly took watever energy we had left.  Dinner was topped with a round of bridge with Ben and Jerries as dessert. Yummy!  2nd night was spent largely writing "notes" for each other on paper plates (9.30 pm till 1 am!!!) and then supper.  Came back..conked out till 3, woke up and joined in discussion over stupid modules offered in NUS ( American Films?!?!) and mahjong with crappy pple (read siaoz on and lame, crappy pple who dun mind cracking super 冷笑话 ). Came home when it was raining cats and dogs.. and had breakfast. 
 
Gonna send my mum to work in a while before i come back and crush out till 2 plus for my basketball session later.. followed by Engin nite cycling later, argh... dun think i can make it by then.
 
 

good strong shoulders...Abel's!

chomp chomp sessions...looking forward to more fun times in the future!

demoralised....

when is my cough going to recover.. feeling nua and lifeless.. want to go swim, run, bike, enjoy the sun, sand and the sea!!!!

argh...

nice week ahead..

Kenshin dinner tonite plus Eshyion sports day tmr and Xile kite flying session.

Camp com chalet plus wild wild wet and ktv with yellow yellow banana pple this wed/thurs/fri

RI Basketball plus Engin Nite cycling on sat

WOw~

3 weeks left..

My holidays so far has been incredible. Compared to last year this time when i was almost pulling my hair out every other day, this holis have been great. KTV with TH pple, my best pals back fr US, Chomp Chomp Sessions, Basketball, EnginCamp, Odac Camp, and all the friends i made, nice movies and dinners with real nice pple, birthday celebrations, shanghai and bangkok getaways, clubbing, catching up with old frends, making new friends....

Short of all the coughing i suffered, this is by far the best stretch of my life.

Tho at the same time i feel overwhelmed, kind of lost too.

Cross Roads..

Confused, lost.

Just feel pretty much like a drifter now.

I have to find my way out slowly.

Good Day.

Happy Day today.

Someone offered me brownies ( i must state tho i'm not a big fan, it was a nice gesture)

I watched the super touching korean show. Funny and touching.

Had Ramen. And someone offered me gourmet chocolates. Yummy.

Ate Mc Nuggets. Can't rem when's the last time i had it. It was good.

All in all, it was a good day.(=

simple pleasures.

Ice creams.

Dinner with friends (big treat!)

sleep

Jog

Coffee sessions

Swim

BASKETBALL!

Me and My Book

I am a simple man. ( or maybe not?)

How to live life better.

Learn to find simple pleasures in life.

Make the best out of your circumstances; let the laughters outweigh the tears.

You can't please everybody; don't let criticisms put you down.

Why do i give so much for camps?

To have a good time? But sometimes as organiser, in order for others to have a good time, i end up suffering.

To make more friends? Yeah, Probably, thru common hardships and challenges, hope to form some friendships with the camp comm pple as well as the councillors.

To polish myself? yah, by giving myself responsiblities and stress so that when i survived it, i'll be a better person.

" No matter how enthusiastic they are now, after some time it will all die down....."

some fren told me that.

Sad but true.