And one more thing.

There's this one particular tricky episode of my life playing now that's bothering me.

There's nothing i can do about it,

no one i can talk to,

and no one can give me a helping hand in this matter.

The stakes are pretty high

and its killing whatever reckless courage i used to have.

Think all i can do is to wait it out,

ride the storm till it calms down.