Not completely.

Its depressing if I'm ever considered to be a phoney, especially by someone once so close and dear. At many a times I felt so.. maybe its misunderstanding on my part.

If I ever cheated or presented a false front, intentionally lied or pretended to be someone i could never be, such that one would have to reflect on her judgement of me as a person, then i must say i have failed, cause i never intended to.

I wonder why, of all pple that I " might never talk to again ", here is one whose perception of me means a lot to me.

I rather be considered as part of the memories, good or bad, but not remembered as a phoney.