Dedicated to you.

I realised that i haven't written something specifically to you in a long while. Its just me blabbing on about my life, my stuff, my complains.. and yes i noe that you have been faithfully following my blogs... well in a way i have tried to avoid mentioning about you in my blogs, but i guess now we are pretty comfortable with each other already(rite?), i will finally write something just for you.

I thank you for yur understanding of me, for having accepted me for such a flawed person I am. And for always standing by me, no matter what others may say about me, cos you believe in me. I thank my friends for believing in me. People may have what they want to say about me, but as you noe, i only care about what my frens think about me, that's all that matters. In a way that's bad, cos its a vicious cycle, cos i'll not care how i present myself in front of others, but i'll work on it.



Just thot this song is pretty apt...


I didn’t ask
They shouldn’t have told me
At first I’d laugh, but now
It’s sinking in fast
Whatever they’ve sold me
Well baby I don’t want to take advice from fools
I’ll just figure everything is cool
Until I hear it from you
It gets hard
The memory’s faded
Who gets what they say
It’s likely they’re just jealous and jaded
Well maybe I don’t want to take advice from fools
I’ll just figure everything is cool
Until I hear it from you
Until I hear it from you
I can’t let it get me off
Or break up my train of thought
As far as I know, nothing’s wrong
Until I hear it from you
Still thinking about not living without it
Outside looking in
Til we’re talking about it, not stepping around it
Maybe I don’t want to take advice from fools
I’ll just figure everything is cool
Until I hear it from you...

I appreciate you for the fact that you are still writing to me in your blog, that you have not shut me out of your life totally, that you are still concern about how i am, just as i am about you. Somewhere underneath it all, i find that it's sweet.